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A will or a destiny?

June 30th, 2006 by sequentiallife

Think about ways I can get a fresh start. Well, I don’t have tostart with big, dramatic gestures either. I just need to make a commitment toeating better for biig repercussions on my life in the long run.
I just called my mother and promise for helping her going forHajj. I just want to please her and let her happy after my dad had passed away.I don’t know where the money would be going from but I believe nothing moves or is brought to rest, except by the Power of Allah. HisWill specified and what He knew with His Knowledge.
The Prophet (May Allah bless him & give him peace) said, “There is no ability or power except through Allah (la hawla wa la quwwata illabillah).” [Bukhari (3883); Muslim (4873), and others]
Allah tells us this clearly in the Qur’an:
“Allah hath created you and what you do.” [Qur’an, 37.96]
And:
“Lo! this is an Admonishment, that whosoever will may choose a way unto hisLord. Yet you will not, unless Allah wills. Lo! Allah is Knower, Wise. He makeswhom He will to enter His mercy, and for evil-doers hath prepared a painfuldoom.” [Qur’an, 76.29-31]
Well, what I’am thinking is my moral responsibility. It is at the same timetrue that Allah has made us morally responsible for our acts and it is we whoshall be questioned about the choices we made.
Allah tells us that,
“We shall question, every one, of what they used to do.” [Qur’an,15.92-93]
And:
“He will not be questioned as to that which He does, but they will bequestioned.” [Qur’an, 21.23]
Great Islamic theologians said: “Allah has willed that you act based onchoice.”
And I choose to marry my fiancee that I’m thinking so much about my past. I’mso afraid that something will happenned between us because of my sin.
Ya allah, please forgive me, accept my taubat.

Think Positively

June 28th, 2006 by sequentiallife

You are what you think.You are responsible for your thinking. Change your thinking and life will get better. But, what thoughts do you change? Your troublesome thoughts about a situation can easily be found in your self-talk. Self-talk is that inner running dialogue you have with

I am changing

June 24th, 2006 by sequentiallife

Mulai kemarin ada sesuatu yang terasa lega dalam dada, plong…sebuah beban menghimpit usai sudah menguntit kebebasan akalku untuk berbicara. Entah berada dimanakah saya ini sekarang. Yang aku sadari, aku sedang membawa diriku dalam proses perubahan. Sebuah metomorfosa yang tidak aku sadari akan menghasilkan sebuah bentuk yang tidak pernah aku kenali dari diriku selama ini. Pertaruhan dimulai diantara ketidakpastian peristiwa yang akan aku hadapi nanti.

Untuk Kekasihku

June 10th, 2006

Ambang gejolak rasa
punahkan semburat resah
nan kemelam kusam
ronai wajah
entah…
mentari ini terasa terik
meski dingin menggigit sanubari
tetap menyayat telapak kaki

My love, my country

February 20th, 2006 

Saat tulisan ini dibuat, ini saya belum pernah mengalami pernikahan apalagi punya anak. Belum pernah merasakan bagaimana dekatnya perasaan dua jenis kelamin yang berbeda setelah ada dalam satu atap, satu nuansa. Atau mengalami kekhawatiran di saat ada karunia cinta yang lain sebagai suatu anugerah dari cinta yang menyatu itu.

In God I Change


February 14th, 2006 by sequential life


The wind blows and shakes the trees
at those moments time seems meaningless
leaves are falling down
soon they cover the ground
and hopes seems beyond me